i really want to be closer to my sisters…all of them: megan, erin, melody and katie.

i have felt so distant from my sibling love, for basically my whole life. much of that was out of my control. i wish i could change it, but i can’t. now i’m married, they’re married, kids have been born, geography separates us. sometimes i just lay in bed praying that closeness will somehow happen; that i can have female friends and family that are there for everything; every tear, every fight, every conquest, every joy.

it’s probably not a good time to start, seeing as i have very little time to establish any deep bonds. it’s never too late to try, though.